missing euu...its juz me n euu..

2007-05-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

went to auntie house
use comp..
got mommy n daddy
den send mommy off home
went to daddy house
wif aunt
watch full house
den eat cuttle fish
very long n spicy
aunt start one game
tie until long den eat..
SUPER FUNNIE
den got choco
den listen song
eat again...non stop me..
im stressed
funie...
syarfa angry wif me..
she sae i everytime leave her alone...
den i wan sae sori if dat rili made her mad..
den i sad..
i shoulnt like him animore..
im 2 blame..
not him...
i like a lot..
but he doesnt like me..
kill myself???
ridiculous..
sorry guys if i got make any of u angry kepe..
next time i wont fall
in 2 the guys trap evr again...

2007-05-19T23:49:00.000-07:00

hey!!!hey!!hey!!!hehe...u noe sumting???yesterdae we had fun at EAST COAST yesterdae 19.5.2007...we celebrated syarfa's bdae a dae earlier...which is on the 20.5.2007...hehehe...kk...ill stop wif the introduction arite....hehe...there's me,tasha,kyky,tyty,nab.ica,n of course e bdae gal...SYARFA!!!we had such a beautiful time 2gather....if i hab e pixxs ill put it here 4 u 2 c...the bdae cake was so beautiful noe....we took quite a lot of pixxs...hehe...kyky was there...but was there fo a while onie...haixx...so sad...kesian her...just come den take pixx den go home so early...ape seh...syarfa made a wish b4 blowing the candle off...n i wonder wat wish she made...im very curious...i n tasha sent kyky to the entrence wen she wan go home...n i was soaking wet sia...hahah...i dun care oso...den after we sent her to the entrence,we went to walk back n we walked at the side of the beach...den guess wat we 2 saw???a CAT lying dead there...tasha tot dat it was a log i oso tot e same lar...den skali i shout seh...e cat i tynk dat somebody go n tie e leg...n of course e cat cant swin larh...haixx...we called syarfa den we dig a hole near it n we put it inside...i wondre hu in the hell did dat....@#^^&%$@@!!!hehe...den we swam n swam...eat n eat...hehe...den we made a fuss to catch a fish...funny sia...got the video we swimming in ica e phone...dat 1 oso if can i wan 2 put it inside...hehe...e most challenging ting was dat i tasha n syarfa had 2 finih e drink...we played black or white den e ssors,ppr,stone tingy...later nxt time i tell u in details...gtg...muaxx ol...n hapi bdae SYARFA!!!how i wish dat faz was ther ystrdae...hehe..

2007-05-16T19:50:00.000-07:00

haha!!!hei ho!!!hehe...u wan noe wat???on the 11 of may,i went to the movies with FAZ,syarfa,kyky,tyty,guy,bradley...hehe...it was so fun...im so happy...and the funny thing is dat i wore the same colur shirt wif faz and its in the green colour...haha...i sat beside him in the theater...so hapi and yet so awkward...the show is a little boring but okok lar...i paiseh seh i cry....hehe....you noe i blanje him n dat makes me more hapi....im 2 hapi dat...haha...den we went to mac den mit tasha...if tasha were 2 go to the movie wif us kan bez....but she watch ledy...eden...ica wif tasha....fuyo...bez seh we all tok...haix..if i noe i nvr gib faz rokok....i regret seh....n INSYALLAH i stop smoking...i can....so i will do it...faz if ppl gib,he accept onie...haixx...sori againfaz...i tynk imad him angry so many times n im afraid dat he might hate me...i rili dun wan him 2 hate me...i rili hope so...but hu noes....

these daes we keep on going 2 atsha house watch movie...u wan noe wat yestrdae,we go n luk at tasha the wen small the pixx...hehe...so funie....i wan lauf...gaga....and guys,sori for my foolishness...i cut my hand juz bcuz he nvr rply...haha...sori guys....tasha n corrine hu were so angry at me doing dat,im so sori...

hmmm...saturdae,got celebrate syarfa bdae...AH!!!!wait!!!u wan noe wat guy call syarfa???SYAFI...i dunnoe how 2 spell but pronounced diz wae...haha...kk....i can't wai for diz....haixx...i rili scared dat faz might b angry wif me...haixx....i wonder if he hates me...and i was hoping dat he would fufill the promise he made dat i dont tynk dat he will remember...dat he will sing for me...haixx...kk bye...gtg...muaxx.

haixx....

2007-04-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

haixx...y m i sad....???y he treat me so cold...my heart pain lots....y issit??haix...how i wish dat he noes diz....but he likes fiqa lots...he so stuck into me...im irritated by myself...haixxx...tasha,kyky,tity,nab,syarfa,ica....help me pls...i tynk im dying......btw....sufrie hadi is bac...i tot he really die seh....hahaha...c his face...so cute...but not for me...2 bad for me...2 bad ain...haixx...i hope dat he wont treat me dat bad animore.....i wont sae dat i love him but wan have 2 sae is dat i like him...and im afraid dat i would lose him...as a fren...kk...gtg...

2007-01-10T21:12:00.000-08:00

im so hating dat stooooopiddddd SALIHIN!!!!!!i nvr kacau him he kacau me!!!!wat the fuck!!!!!!i hate him!!!!!!!!grrrrr!!!!!why he like to make me angry????!!!!y he like to bully me!!!!!dh lh angry!!!now i miss MR CURLY FRIES!!!!!where is he!!!!!haix....hehexxx...i still can laugh sumore.....i like biol like dat...hmmmm...memang pon seh i biol....
k....gtg....muaxxx...haixxx....

2007-01-08T18:21:00.000-08:00

i love mr curly fries!!!!!!!!! where is he??????!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-16T17:46:00.000-07:00

Oh, talk to me, can't you seeI'll help you work things out.Oh, don't wanna be your enemyAnd I don't want to scream and shout.'Cos, baby, I believe in honestyAnd then be strong and true.I shouldn't have to say now, baby,That I believe in you.What took you so long?What took you all night?What took you forever to see I'm right?You know, I treat you so good;I make you feel fine.You know, I'll never give it up this time.Oh, no, no.Oh, you touched my heart right from the start,You didn't know what to say.But, honey, I understandWhen you take my hand everything's OK.'Cos, baby, I believe reality,It's never far away.I've had enough, so listen, baby,I've got something to say.What took you so long?What took you all night?What took you forever to see I'm right?You know, I treat you so good;I make you feel fine.You know, I'll never give it up this time.What took you so long? (What took you so long?)What took you all night? (What took you all night?)What took you forever to see I'm right?You know, I treat you so good; (I treat you so good)I make you feel fine. (I make you feel fine)You know, I'll never give it up this time.Oh, no, no.Baby, I believe in honestyAnd then be strong and true.I shouldn't have to say now, baby,That I believe in you.What took you so long?What took you all night?What took you forever to see I'm right?You know, I treat you so good;I make you feel fine.You know, I'll never give it up this time.What took you so long? (What took you so long?)What took you all night? (What took you all night?)What took you forever to see I'm right?You know, I treat you so good; (I treat you so good)I make you feel fine. (I make you feel fine)You know, I'll never give it up this time.What took you so long? (What took you so long?)What took you all night? (What took you all night?)What took you forever to see I'm right?You know, I treat you so good; (I treat you so good)I make you feel fine. (I make you feel fine)You know, I'll never give it up this time.Oh, no, no.

2006-10-09T19:34:00.000-07:00

hi....haix...im mad...i tynk im mad...yah...im mad...so ,ad...i really hope dat asraf would understand me...i really do...im suffering rite now and i dun really noe wat to do...im so sad....tasha,kyky,nab....EVERYBODY HELP ME!!!!i cant controll myself!!!help!!! i tynk dat im dying !!!!! wat to do...

2006-10-09T19:14:00.000-07:00

this is me...hiahia...so merepek seh ain..

.but i really hope dat this is really me seh...kene kish by adha...bt it wont happen though...so sad...bt nvr mind...tasha,kyky,nab,syarfa,tity!i lurb u guys!!hehe...i m so bad...ica...u okae nt???gt prob mush tell me too tau...i lurb u 2...muaxx to everyone my lurb ones...cant wait till hari raye.. i nvr puase for soooo many daes and insyallah next year i will bayar....i want der...i feel so bad nvr puase...den i tink dat im becoming from bad to worse seh..u noe y i broke up wif rafi???he tink dat im a toy ar???break den patch again and again....i feel so stupid seh...enough bout him...bt wat i noe is dat i still treat him lyk a fren...should i tell asraf bout adha???hmmm...i dun tink so...im trying hard to forget bout adha...i tynk dat IM DYING...im suffucating...i cant forget bout adha and i nore dat its hard to do so...but im willing to do...cuz i noe dat im very strong!!!haiyo....i malu seh...helmi go and read wat i type...chicken....tasha...i noe u strong too...so tasha dun sad2 kae...ill be here for u....kk...abt tis pixx...dis is toya and aya...owaes kene seperated...kecian...kk....i noe dat i still sayang adha but i want to forget bout him...so adha...i hope dat u will make frens wif me...

2006-10-09T17:40:00.000-07:00

fuyo...if onie adha could hold me lyk this...hehe...and sae me not to be wif another guy....ill feel all better from the adha syndrome...haix...btw..,this is my most favourite cartoon...so romantic...haiyay...even if i wif asraf ledy,i feel lyk not rite gitu...juz lyk i noe him lyk dat den stead....cannot compare to adha seh...1 year over....sedih..until can cry seh...i duno...but i tink dat im still stuck...never mind adha!i will try my best to forget you...aza2 FIGHTING!adha,i strong! i promise dat i will be strong and will one...wif tasha,kyky,nab.syarfa,nabilah and tity...fuyo...strongerlah i...hehe...i cant wait to start werk 2moro and i hope dat kyky oso werk...den fridae i oso werk wif tasha....den todae i take my uniform derr...really,really cant wait...honest...hahaks...stupid yassin...never kol nabilah...so bad...den rite,kyky memotek ngan RADZALY kat fone den i kacau...hehe...den dat stupid ex of mine,rafi the super blacky,go n tok to me using asraf fone...he ask me if i got lyk jealous not...ape saje lah...merepek...i wont jealous one...dun worry....wat for seh...he juz lyk merepek lar...hehe...KYKY STEAD WIF RADZALY LEDY!!!!kk...gtg...wish me luck in everything i do...and i hope dat everyone is happi and oso dat adha is hapi...muaxx..

2006-10-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

ffuuyyoo...dh lame tk update....yeah...btw i got a job...at long john silvers...wah...i so damn hapi seh...den i stead wif asraf...fill u in nxt tyme...i tynk i starting to forget bout adha but slow...haixx..gtg..bbyyee

2006-08-21T22:32:00.000-07:00

hey tis is me and nobody...wakaka...im so bored and ive got nothing to do...bored...tasha go to obs ledy...haix...so bored...kae lah..gtg...ltr tcher biseng ledy...

2006-08-17T21:34:00.000-07:00

hey...hi...i bored now seh...nothing to do...haixx...u noe wat???? in2 go and kick the ball den kene my tetek...pain until so cannot breath...grr...den...haha...haha..his shoes koyak...adib pulak ask me to urut my tetek...hehe...kurang asam...so...then...syarfa so bad laugh at me wen i said tat i feel my tetek pengek...haha...tasha cry n i dunno y...she feel dat everybody is so drifting away from her...kesian...n oso i lost my letter tat was given by tasha...haix...i got nothing to do so i gib u 1 picture... btw up here the picture iis so long tyme kk...gtg...

2006-08-10T22:16:00.001-07:00

hey this is adha...the orang colour shirt...cute rite???i lyk him as well as hi scap...of coz lerr i lyk him more....gagaga...kk...lame and i noe it...

hey...tis is my hum town...no lah...AMSTERDAM...insyallah onie i going...not sure....nice rite???i tink....

2006-08-10T22:16:00.000-07:00

hey....wah..long tyme i nvr update sehh...gagaga...wat seh adha....nvr reply my msg...haixxxx...i think dat something is going to happen to adha...bt i dunno wat it is...i dunno if it is a gud ting or a bad ting bt i hope dat its a gud ting...cush...u noe y...i dunno bt i feel lyk want to cursethe gerl tat broke adha's heart....ho dare she!!!bt tasha saed dat not to...let adha settle it by himself...i wonder if he settled it yet already or not...im not to kacau him bt if i take just a luk at him can rite???hmmm...just a luk at him...btw...lyk wat seh dat dae....wat???they tink funni arhh....sae "ADHA LOVE AIN"so sad seh me...and if they want to sae lyk dat sae properly lah...wat??lyk adha lykk me lyk dat...im the one hu lyk him not him lyk me...kesian adha...i think...if they kacau again...i m so going to kick thier ass...and i mean it...they dare kacau me???!!!grrr...btw i would lyk to thank taha,tity,syarfa,ica...ALL of my friends for helping me a lot...n i mean dat too...gagaga...i feel choked when i dun get to see him....and wantin to 4get him...i just dunno how bt...ill keep trying to make frens wif him.....cheer on me man..hey...10 september den go amsterdam...grrr...and oso wish me well 4 my common test...mrs osman just asked me to buck up....i wonder if i could do dat...my just medecine is adha...to concentrate....syarfa funi seh...buat mkn torn ke thorn mlm...i dunno how 2 spell dar...haixx...sundae is tity's bdae and she ajak go wild2 wet...den i got no $$$$...den 2 bad lorh...sori tity...but i wish u a very hapi b'dae and hope ur wishes come true...next tyme den we go kae??promise...den dun wen i got $$$ den u dun have pulak...haixx...i lurve adha lots....bt he hate me lots....bt i still wish him the best....no matter wat...i have bk reviews,song review...haixx...next week common test lah pulak...ape seh...takleh tahan...haiyai....next week i got fever lah dun want to come to skul....hahaha...kkklllaaarrr...gtg...muacks...toodles...later...if i nvr update dat means dat i m DEAD...haha...astag.nolar...kae...bbyyyeee.....

2006-07-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

seow...seow..seow...im so sick seh..wat to do???so sad seh...wat 2 do???im so in love wif him ..am i just to stay and watch him go away???? i dun want to do dat...so sad....btw sori ar coz u ppl rili muz squeez ur eyes for the song..i mean the lyrics...sorie...haha...now i at skul...so tired sal...grr...i wonder wat adha doing now...how i rili hope 2 sae tis to him..."dun smoke okae???bad 4 health...rili...and make sure u studie hard..."im not rili sure if he's smoking..bt dats wat i heard and feel...i want him yo stop though...STOP ADHA...STOP!!!! i feel lyk my heart kene stabbed from behind and it wont stop bleeding.....painful seh...humph....!!!!for wat i noe,he is not the person i tot and tirn out to be...he is such a BAD GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!! brussels..nice seh...later insyallah i get to go there..hahaha...k bbyyee...

2006-07-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

grrr...so sad todae...hehehe..bt tity by my side now...cutie syarfa just went for her cca..tasha ...she go do her ic..nab nvr come..the rest go home lorh......later oso...i dunno wat to do....yesterdae rite...syarfa cut her hair until lyk so cute and of course lyk me..hahaha..no larh...i so ugly...hahaha...den rite she blanje me go cut my fringe....
thnx syarfa....allah...i angry when i saw adha smoking yesterdae...i feel sad though..so bad sal he...btw..tis song very the meaningful one...read lah..confirm TERTOUCHED...hahahaha..hey..gtg...CYA...enjoy and may YOU get to understand wat tis song really meant...bbye..taking kkarree..

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?If you are not mine then why does your heart return my callIf you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future bringsBut I know you are here with me nowWe'll make it throughAnd I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why youre so far awayBut I know that this much is trueWe'll make it throughAnd I hope you are the one I share my life withAnd I wish that you could be the one I die withAnd I pray in you're the one I build my home withI hope I love you all my life
I dont want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I amIs there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath awayAnd I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or rightAnd though I can't be with you tonightAnd know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I amIs there any way that I can stay in your arms

2006-07-19T03:22:00.000-07:00

hey...u noe wat???i sing 4 euu song want not???
dun want ar...ltr hujan..
kk..u noe wat not???
I AM GOING 2 AMSTERDAM...thnx3...
i noe i famous...
also yesterdae i hapi seh...bcoz we ol play AMAZING RACE...
but i broke my promise 2 syarfa..i saed i want to mit her at skul b4 her cca...den...
I 4GOT and i failed 2 turn up...
SORRY SYARFA...

i oso so sad bcoz adha make me sad...he saed i very irritating angd more..he doesnt want me to care 4 him...sooooooooooooooo.....sad...very sad.........i feel lyk the whole werld is turning upside down without me thinking of him.......
at first...i alwayz dreamt of him holding my hands and smiling at me nvr letting my hands go...but when he broke my heart...it ol turned outt to be very different...
if he could become my frend now...i would be the most happiest gerl in the whole werld ever...but tis is all fantasy...nvr 2 come true...sad....sad....how he felt bout me is totally different then wat i felt...saw him mani tymes...hurts me lots...hope..he could get out of tis skul as fast as can b...bt...of coz lah different wat i think inside my heart...

now..a lesson 4 me to learn.....
dReAmS R oPpOsItE oF ReAlItY..
iT cAn nVr cOmE tRue...
aS ii eVEr wAnt It 2 BE....
eVeN How HaRd ii pRay...
wIsHeS cAnT ComE tRue...
eVen How hArd ii wIsH...
it wIll onLy mAke mE fEel w0rSe..............
kk gtg...bbye...muacckksshh......

2006-07-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

im tired of cRyInG!!!!
im tired of tRyInG!!!
yeah im sMiLiNg
but im dyIng.....!!!

im foolish to think dat u will love me...
but in the end it all faded and will nvr happen...

why muz tis happen to me???!!!

when will the pain stop???
im hurting inside...
wat would u noe???!!!
u didnt even care..

why muz u break my heart???
issit true tat new life is created every once in all tragedies???
life suxx...

how i wish i could end my life now..
but i couldnt...its hard to believe dat u wont be
BY MY SIDE>>>

i wAnT a mAn dAt nEvEr bReAk mY hEaRt
............he broke mine todae..........
i feel like ive lost everything...

may ALLAH bless u adha...
u left a scar on me n it hurts so much to tink bout
.
.
.
YOU!!!!

2006-07-05T18:25:00.000-07:00

hey there...ltr i update olite...hehehe...gotta go..muacksh...kiss2...wakakaka...i love...GOT "AH>>>

2006-07-03T17:22:00.000-07:00

hie...howwa u ppl??wakakaka...so bored todae...i at skul now..geography class...hmm...yesterdae, i go swimming with tasha,tity n kyky...very fun but more fun if everybody there...we al b4 go swimming we go take neoprint...hmm..dun hab yet later i take from tity lorh...easier..den inside the mrt there,we ol very the kecoh seh...reach ledy go n eat KFC...but i nvr buy...i kacau their food...SORRY GUYS...wakakaka....we tot the pool open early den sekali open at 2:30pm seh den we need to wait at about 1 hour lebih seh...teruk...now..lets proceed to the swimming part...we play at the lazy pool there..very funi seh...owaes kene capsized...tasha n tity lah nie...bt then overall very fun seh...funi thing is tat at the cave we ol can fall seh...hahahah...i dun lyk the ppl hu swim underneath...walau!!!so wat 1 seh....den suddenly 1 indian bois TUTkene my leg,...so disgusting...grrr...i lyk the slide part...the blue 1...tat 1 i 1st tot scary seh...the wave oso not bad bt mostly i lyk the lazy pool coz can CAPSIZE ppl...den rite @ the lazy pool there,gt 2 GOLDFISH kacau us...very funi sae i panta tajam and sae the BOYA later BURST!!!!WAHHHH!!!k lah...rili gt to go ya!!!!cya!TC!muacksssshhh!!!wakakaka....

2006-06-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

haix....im so not pretty!!!e rest so pretty..tity,tasha,nab very the pretty seh!!!!!!u noe wat?actually i still lyk adha but dare not tell animore...tis is my secret love...dis song tity sing 1...btw i @ tity houz..,.

Just a friend That’s all I’ve ever been to you Oh just a girl Who wants to be the center of your world But I ain’t got much to offer But my heart and soul And I guess that’s not enough For you to notice me I’m just a girl And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you

tity favourite part..

I try to smile when I see other girls with you Acting like everything is ok But ohh You don’t know how it feels to be so in love With someone who doesn’t even know My secret love

i love adha!!!!! i hate adha but i love him coz i i cant 4get him...saiful sux!!!flirtsh idiot!!!irritatin sey!!!yesterdae we ol very de gd...go home early...coz i sick,tity n tasha want to go home,kyky n nab oso...wakakaka...I OKAE LEDY!!!!todae nab nvr come mayb coz i sae i nvr come den mayb she tot i nvr come so she nvr come lorhx...2moro got syf...tity performin..den confirm hot 1...mit tasha,kyky n nab,dunno wat tyme...i nid 2 ask my mom n dad each $5..hahaha....so bad..k lor..gtg..bye...

2006-05-25T19:51:00.000-07:00

yaww...hey wats upp???haix todae got parents miting...AND TODAE IS THE LAST DAE...i mean tat im not gonna mit adha for the whole month!!!!sad noe me???and oso I AM GONNA miss my frenz 2...heheheh...i am gonna dye ma hair...not so obvious one ah...later MAFAN...i am gonna go mAd...1 month nvr get to c him...k .bye arhhh...

second last dae of skul..

2006-05-24T17:19:00.000-07:00

hi there...hmmm...next week is already june holidaes...i AM gonna miss ADHA alot...i am gonna miss my friends...hehehehe...oso...i am gonna find ajob yaww....k lorh...need to go...bye...